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I hate this.

Just fucking stop, okay? Last time was fucking fine; I mean...it was a trip and a half but it was just a bunch of weird assholes. A genie without a lamp and a pink horse; that's...that's cartoons. That's fine. Just make up your fucking mind already, okay?

~~Did anybody else talk to him?~~

There were some other cool people this time around though.

[...girls. He liked them, at least.]

[PRIVATE to Castiel]

I want a TV. I'll do an extra shift in the greenhouse or whatever, I just need one. It doesn't need a bunch of extra channels, basic cable's fine.

[PRIVATE to Lua]

Did you see him?

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Well it's not like we were jerking off or anything, and he wasn't even in the shots. It's not that creepy.

[More than slightly offended. Seriously. Be reasonable here, how else was he going to get it?

The Gecko brother relationship dips into creep on a regular basis, Claire. He doesn't even see it anymore.]

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some_kinda_hero

[She gives him a look.] Anyway. At least you got to see him, right?

[Since she's fairly confident of her departure being sooner than later, Claire's trying here. Wrapping up loose ends and having as little hate left as possible. It's unhealthy and in the end, what good will it honestly do since she'll likely never see most of these people again?]

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notafuckingnut

Yeah, but that's worse. I'd rather he just shit or get off the fucking pot; if he's not gonna stay, just...don't fucking say anything, you know?

[Sulk sulk sulk.]

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some_kinda_hero

[She does know.] You know, we've had four of these and my family has never come through. I've had people from home, sure...but never family. And sometimes I'm glad, because I see what it does to everyone else, but others...I don't know. I selfishly, masochistly want to see them.

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notafuckingnut

It's better they don't.

[Still sulking.]

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some_kinda_hero

You really want him to show up here, though? That means he has to die. And what happens if you Graduate soon? Even if it's months, that still means you're way ahead of Seth. You'll be leaving him behind.

[Because, LOL, Richie? A WARDEN??! She'd probably come back just to baby-sit him if that ever happened.]

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notafuckingnut

...well then maybe I'll just have to come back.

I told him not to come. He won't listen though.

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some_kinda_hero

You would come back and be a Warden?

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notafuckingnut

Maybe? I mean, if he'd still be here after I graduate.

I could do it.

[lol no. No he couldn't.]

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some_kinda_hero

Look, I know eight times out of ten I'm a bitch to you, and rightfully so, but this isn't one of those times; there's no way you could be a Warden. Some Inmates can pull it off once they Graduate but others should just go home. Especially after what you did, I don't think they'd trust you.

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[More sulking.]

Why the fuck not? I haven't done anything in...a while. And they've got me on shit so...that means I'm fixed right? So why not?

[now he's just arguing because she said he can't be one, not because he thinks he'd actually be any good at it.]

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some_kinda_hero

Seriously? You honestly think you'd make a good Warden? You'd be willing and able to help rehabilitate someone, to stay here as long as it took, and not succumb to Seth's schemes or pleads? Because the minute you mess up, you get demoted and, hey, you're an Inmate all over again.

[She doesn't want to talk about the rape; not with him, not with anyone, not anymore. Especially not with him.]

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notafuckingnut

My first warden took off 'cause he coldnt handle this place anymore. Pretty sure sticking around until the job's done or even doing a good job isn't a requirement.

And anyway, Seth doesn't PLEAD.

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some_kinda_hero

[She crosses her arms. Surprisingly, she's trying to not sound bitchy. She's serious (mostly because she wants to convince him to never return).] So, you'd abandon your Inmate like yours did you? You'd be responsible for setting them back?

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notafuckingnut

I'm not SAYING that. All I'm saying is that actually doing your job right isn't a qualification. Half the screws here are only either trying to fuck each other or the inmates or are so wrapped up in their own shit they don't pay any attention.

[...unlike Cas. Who he's pretty sure is a stalker; the things he says don't exactly quiet the impression either.]

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some_kinda_hero

[She defensively tosses her arms up.] Whatever, just getting you to think.

[And she turns silent and it's only because he can see her that she lets it drag on for as long as she does. She's staring into the middle-nothing when she speaks again.]

I'm leaving soon.

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notafuckingnut

[he's quiet for a few long seconds, chewing on his lip, then, finally:]

...why?

[you can't leave, Claire, it will make him sad.]

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some_kinda_hero

Mr Pink is really close, I think. To graduating. And it's just time to go. It'll have been four years this October. Pink will be my second Inmate I graduate and... [she sighs, leaves it at that. She's not even sure why she's telling him. Except for that whole stupid forgiveness thing.]

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notafuckingnut

...so?

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some_kinda_hero

[She narrows her eyes at him, confused.] What do you mean "so"?

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notafuckingnut

So what? People come back. It's not like you couldn't stay if you wanted. You're a warden, you GET to choose.

[it's a stability thing. He won't know what to do if the people he talks to keep disappearing. :/ ]

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some_kinda_hero

But I want to go home! You should understand, what with how much you miss your brother. Why do you even want me to stay, we're not exactly friends and we rarely even talk.

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notafuckingnut

Then go home now. If your inmate's pretty much graduated already what's the difference?

[nope, not answering the question.]

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some_kinda_hero

[It's so ridiculous that she's laughing. She calms down with a sigh, saying:] Oh my God, you are something else, Richie. I'm not leaving until the job is done. Not all of us are here to do half-assed jobs or, as you said, sleep around. When Pink is ready, then I'll be ready.

And you're avoiding the question.

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notafuckingnut

Why do you keep talking to me when you say you hate my guts?

[questiong for a question, Claire. And he really doesn't appreciate your laughing.]

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