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[He doesn't want to be here.
That's obvious enough to anyone, receiver or no. He said yes to get the angel off his case, to make him go away, and he's here so he won't come looking for him, but that doesn't mean he wants this. He doesn't understand why he needs to, what he could possibly get out of it, and so what if he said it would be Good for him, that it would Help; he doesn't care if he graduates. Not really, not right now anyway. Not if you can leave without it, not if people that are supposed to matter don't stick around. He's defeated, and miserable, and apathetic, and abandoned, and PISSED, all roiling together in an incomprehensible and disjointed mess, the whole thing colored with a sense of wrongness that creeps at the edges of awareness and slips away just out of reach under closer scrutiny, and he feels like he's going to split apart at the seams but he can't articulate WHY.]
Why do you need to work in a greenhouse anyway, doesn't it all just grow? It's not like you need to help it with that, it can do it on its own.
[SPAM for Castiel]
[Knock knock on the greenhouse door; you're going to have to let him in.]
[A/N: Richie is completely affected because pshh sticking to the original plan, what's that? GIVE HIM YOUR FEELS.]
[He doesn't want to be here.
That's obvious enough to anyone, receiver or no. He said yes to get the angel off his case, to make him go away, and he's here so he won't come looking for him, but that doesn't mean he wants this. He doesn't understand why he needs to, what he could possibly get out of it, and so what if he said it would be Good for him, that it would Help; he doesn't care if he graduates. Not really, not right now anyway. Not if you can leave without it, not if people that are supposed to matter don't stick around. He's defeated, and miserable, and apathetic, and abandoned, and PISSED, all roiling together in an incomprehensible and disjointed mess, the whole thing colored with a sense of wrongness that creeps at the edges of awareness and slips away just out of reach under closer scrutiny, and he feels like he's going to split apart at the seams but he can't articulate WHY.]
Why do you need to work in a greenhouse anyway, doesn't it all just grow? It's not like you need to help it with that, it can do it on its own.
[SPAM for Castiel]
[Knock knock on the greenhouse door; you're going to have to let him in.]
[A/N: Richie is completely affected because pshh sticking to the original plan, what's that? GIVE HIM YOUR FEELS.]
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-21 02:04 am (UTC)You can have it back, if you promise not to stab anyone with it. If you break your promise, I'll be very upset.
spam
Date: 2012-04-21 11:59 am (UTC)[Because that makes it better, apparently.]
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:42 am (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-22 01:12 pm (UTC)Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-22 03:34 pm (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:12 pm (UTC)Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:19 pm (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:21 pm (UTC)Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:30 pm (UTC)[He's a little confused, now.]
Why would I tell you to call for me if I couldn't hear you? Do you think I won't come?
[Resolutely.]
I will.
spam
Date: 2012-04-22 04:41 pm (UTC)'Cause you think I won't do anything if I think you're listening.
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-22 11:54 pm (UTC)I'm not my Father, and I no longer possess the capability to observe you at every moment - at least, not without additional measures. I simply seek to protect you from the wrath of others, and to perhaps extract a lesson out of experiences in which you or others might come to harm.
I don't seek to judge you, Richie. I just want you and others to be safe.
spam
Date: 2012-04-23 02:04 am (UTC)[And Cas is now treated to a heaping helping of paranoia and wariness.]
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-23 03:53 pm (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-23 07:41 pm (UTC)[Sarcasm, although not as much as there could be.]
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-24 02:23 am (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-24 02:31 am (UTC)[Which he instinctively doesn't trust. But hey, the stress is gone, so that's a start.]
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-24 02:05 pm (UTC)spam
Date: 2012-04-24 02:22 pm (UTC)Whatever. It doesn't really matter.
Re: spam
Date: 2012-04-24 02:53 pm (UTC)[There's the sound of wings and wind, and he's gone.]