Richie Gecko (
notafuckingnut) wrote2012-06-11 08:21 am
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Entry tags:
- [verse]: if the barge is a-rockin',
- caught in the landslide,
- fun and games until someone loses an eye,
- hands belong inside the vehicle,
- let's not do that again,
- lua's such a mother hen,
- my friends from beyond the wall,
- my ineffable warden,
- one pill makes you larger,
- richie doesn't know how to let things go,
- richie is all thumbs and none are green,
- richie is not so secretly a child,
- somebody needs a sitter,
- there's a lesson in here somewhere,
- wardens are supposed to be helpful right
[035] I turned to look but it was gone I cannot put my finger on it now
I hate this.
Just fucking stop, okay? Last time was fucking fine; I mean...it was a trip and a half but it was just a bunch of weird assholes. A genie without a lamp and a pink horse; that's...that's cartoons. That's fine. Just make up your fucking mind already, okay?
Did anybody else talk to him?
There were some other cool people this time around though.
[...girls. He liked them, at least.]
[PRIVATE to Castiel]
I want a TV. I'll do an extra shift in the greenhouse or whatever, I just need one. It doesn't need a bunch of extra channels, basic cable's fine.
[PRIVATE to Lua]
Did you see him?
Just fucking stop, okay? Last time was fucking fine; I mean...it was a trip and a half but it was just a bunch of weird assholes. A genie without a lamp and a pink horse; that's...that's cartoons. That's fine. Just make up your fucking mind already, okay?
There were some other cool people this time around though.
[...girls. He liked them, at least.]
[PRIVATE to Castiel]
I want a TV. I'll do an extra shift in the greenhouse or whatever, I just need one. It doesn't need a bunch of extra channels, basic cable's fine.
[PRIVATE to Lua]
Did you see him?
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[...fuck. This is not the way he saw this conversation going at ALL. He at least has the decency to look like he knows he made a mistake somewhere.]
That didn't come out right. I'm sorry it made you upset. I didn't...mean to? And I won't do it again. Unless you ask.
[sorry Claire, that is the clisest thing to a sincere apology you're ever going to get. At least he looks apologetic?]
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If I'm such a bitch, because let's face it, you call me that a lot, why do you still talk to me? You know damn well why I'm more prone to being means towards you than I am nice. You know damn.well.
[She's looking less angry and more likely to cry.]
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[please don't cry. He won't know what to do if you cry.]
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[She ticks off on her fingers:] I want good memories from this place. I want to leave with as clean a slate as I'm going to get, good karma, and...
[she opens her palms, raising both as if to ward him off.] It's probably one the stupider things I have done, but you wouldn't be the first monster I forgave for the unspeakable things you did to me.
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...I'm not a monster.
TRIGGER WARNING for anyone potentially read this!!!
What? What? WHAT!
[It was a good thing she didn't have neighbors anymore and partly the reason she was practically screaming at him.]
I'm sorry, but what the fuck do you call someone who rapes their friend?!
Re: TRIGGER WARNING for anyone potentially read this!!!
No, that's not...You said...I thought...
You said it was okay.
I heard you.
[right? Maybe? He was CERTAIN before, but now, with her standing in front of him and screaming, he's not so sure anymore.]
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NO! No, I never said it was okay! Maybe I confused you before, but not once did I say I wanted to sleep with you that day. If stabbing you wasn't a sure sign, then the crying and screaming and fighting against you should have been a clear sign that I didn't.want.to have sex with you!
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It just makes this whole thing awkward when she's around; it's easier to avoid actual guilt when the victim's dead, after all, and while it was okay as long as they weren't talking about it...]
...do we have to do this out here?
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Oh, no, please, let's go back in the room it happened in!
[Her face drops, fast, and she almost says 'fuck you' but refrains. Instead, she storms off and calls over her shoulder:]
You coming or not?
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He's careful to keep plenty of space between them once they're inside though.]
I didn't...it wasn't s'posed to go like that.
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Inside the common room, because this mun can write good.][She was sure to shut the door, not risking anyone just waltzing on in. She takes to pacing, never once taking her eyes off him.]
How was it supposed to go? Why?
[She stops pacing and tears up again, her voice smaller than the previously yelling one.] Richie, why would you do that to me?
[To anyone?]
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Crying was different. He wasn't sure he liked crying any better. He didn't anyway, but this was worse.]
No, it wasn't like--
It was supposed to be... I heard you.
I did. It was supposed to be okay. It's not my fault if everything always gets fucked up.
[because he fucks it up, because they do...it's pretty vague.]
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Okay, fine. Fine. Let's approach this differently; what did you hear? I want you to replay that scene for me how you saw it.
[Does she look scared shit-less? She should.]
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You asked. I wouldn't have if you didn't.
[hes certain of that, even if his perception of what happened and what didn't isn't exactly right.]
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That part...that wasn't...you weren't leaving or taking no for an answer. That part was wrong of you, you should have just listened.
[She takes to pacing again.]
But...I thought if I tried to seduce you, it'd be easier. [To kill you.] I thought I'd teach you a lesson because you weren't going to stop, that much was obvious. You hear what you want to hear. I was sick of it. I wanted to take matters into my own hands.
[She stops but won't look at him.]
That part was wrong of me.
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[now he's lost; that...doesn't really make any sense to him.]
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I knew you wouldn't leave. And I knew the only way to catch you off guard was to pretend to be interested. Get you close enough, distract you. Then attack.
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If you didn't want to, why'd you let me in? Why'd you do...any of it? I mean, I thought...
You didn't have to stab me.
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Richie. I had told you no before. Numerous times. I said I just wanted to be friends, but you kept twisting my words. The first day we met you thought I was going in the shower with you. I never said that. I was trying to be nice and show you around. I tried saying no, I tried being friends.
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Things aren't always the way I think they are, that's all. I guess. It's not my fault I heard different.
And anyway. If you really had a problem why keep getting involved? We wouldn't have had a problem at all if you stopped talking to me.
[because apparently there's absolutely nothing wrong with blaming her too; mess only take away the hallucinations and delusions, not the ignorant ideology and pathetic excuses.]
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[Shrugs.]
Obviously, I was wrong.
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Right, you're just an Inmate for the fun of it.
[She wants to leave. She's done. Instead, she collapses onto the nearest sofa, burying her face in her hands.]
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I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want to hurt any of 'em.
[more uncomfortable shifting. He's sorry? And if he knew how to make her not hate him he'd do something. But he doesn't.]
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