You don't have to worry about a thing. I went to him for the same reason I always used to. I'm stuck on something and he knows how to help. He always just knows what to say, even if its fifty percent bullshit. On this particular night I just wanted someone to talk to who understood the way I think because I know he thinks the same way. [Fffff- Why is he talking, why can't he stop talking-]

That's not the same thing though. You're feeling bad because you hate the punishment that follows, and not because you realize what you're doing is wrong.